Forgive me, but understandably – I hope – this will not really be a blog full of the usual witticisms and humour as the subject matter really demands respect.
Today was the day we had been looking forward to but not wanting, we were to visit the place that has adorned so many photos, films and textbooks, the centre of activity for the Nazi’s “Final Solution”: the Auschwitz-Birkenau Concentration Camp.
As you more than likely already know, this was the dual purpose labour and extermination camp. I’ll try and recount my thoughts and feelings on the day rather than the history that can be found on a multitude of websites & in multiple books.
We’d bought our tickets, got up early and boarded the bus at 0800. We arrived at the first part of the triple-sited camp, Auschwitz I. What struck me was that the place did not remind me of any of the things that I’d seen in books. All the buildings were brick and there was a tourist centre between a café and a shop.
Originally Polish barracks, pre-war, that the Nazi had converted these brick buildings into their death camp. These have all now had their interiors painted in the interests of restoration and they’re now full of exhibitions dedicated to various aspects of camp life. The barbed wire and guard posts however, remain intact around the perimeter.


Some of these exhibitions were just a variety of pictures, and although poignant they were sometimes hard to associate with. The more moving exhibits were those tangible artifacts, such as two tonnes of human hair. Removed by the Nazis after women were killed, the hair was sold on for manufacture into felt, rope and socks.


The thousands and thousands and thousands of paris of shoes belonging to the slain – big and small, adult and children’s sizes were also on display. These objects were obtained by either by confiscation from the 25% of the people that arrived who were considered suitable for work, or it was pillaged from the other 75% that were considered unsuitable for labour and sent straight to the gas chambers.
It took us just under two hours to complete the tour of this part of the camp. culminating in a visit to the sole remaining extermination ‘morgue’. This had been a converted munitions dump and the only reason it had not been destroyed during the Soviet’s liberation was because the Nazis had also used it as an air raid shelter. For me, this was the most horrific part of the trip. We walked into one room that was where the victims had been told to undress for their ’shower’. This then led into the gas chamber.
A bare room, with nothing out of the ordinary apart from the big doors and the holes in the roof, for locking the innocent people in and for pouring in the crystals of Cyclon-B. Knowing the way that tens of thousands of innocent people, like you or me, had perished in this unassuming room left a horrible, indescribable impression on you. These people simply had their lives, hopes and dreams destroyed by stepping into a simple room.
It’s a feeling that makes you ill when you think about the sheer terror of what went on, what it was like when the doors were shut and when people began to really understand what was about to happen, to fear the inevitable, and then to die.
After this room was the ‘crematorium’: industrial sized ovens used for nothing other than destroying the evidence someone’s body had ever existed.
The overall impression Auschwitz I had on me was just an understanding and repulsion of how industrialised the whole killing process was. It could have been any industrial setting – processes are analysed, evaluated and then streamlined, to add more efficiency to this killing factory.
After the tour of this part of the tour, the bus took us to Auschwitz II – Birkenau. This is the lesser visited part of the camp 3km away; the section people will have seen pictures of: the Gate of Death, where the railway tracks led straight up to a platform (the Judenramp) where the poor prisoners were again separated into suitable for work and those for suitable for nothing other than immediate extermination.
The majority of the camp was destroyed by the fleeing Nazis in an attempt to cover the evidence of their crimes, including four other purpose built gas-chambers (the one we had seen in Auschwitz I had the smallest capacity). What did survive was a number of wooden and brick huts, the main guard house and the chimneys from the huts.

We saw inside the wooden huts – originally built as stables – and were shocked. Hundreds of people were fitted into conditions not suitable for animals. Many cramped onto tiny bunks – I’m sure you’ve all seen the pictures but it’s so much more terrifying in person.

If Auschwitz I gave a sense as to how streamlined, well-prepared and planned the whole operation was, Birkenau showed the scale. From the watch tower you can see across the whole camp – all 175 hectares of it – and see all the chimneys left from the huts. There are a lot of chimneys, The place is truly massive.
Leaving Birkenau and returning to Krakow on the coach, we had a chance to reflect upon what we’d seen that day. We had a massively enhanced appreciation of what had been done to people that had no reason to deserve it (as if anyone deserves such treatment?). Along with this, we felt an anger that anyone could do such a thing to anyone and that so many involved had almost got away with it. Not only that, but there are people who still deny this event ever happened. In all honesty, I can’t really express my full thoughts on a blog, there’s just too much that goes through your head – it’s overwhelming.
All we can say is, that to truly understand, you have to go there, but even then you will still struggle – as I do – to grasp the sheer scale of the atrocities committed. The numbers boggle the mind, but it certainly gives you an appreciation at the suffering and will make you hope above almost all else that such a thing is never allowed to occur again.
We didn’t do anything else that day, after arriving back to Krakow at about 1500. We sat in the Old Square, we had a late lunch and went to an Italian restaurant for dinner – all the while we reflected about what we’d seen and how we’d seen it. A sunny day in the Polish countryside never seemed so sombre.